Normal People

Just saw Woody Allen's 'Crimes and misdemeanors'. I absolutely adore his movies. I have seen almost all the movies he has made. Sometimes you watch movie and realize that it is so simple - regular people with their lives, they talk like normal, they walk like normal and Woody Allen can see all that. There are so many great directors with all their styles and points of view, but Woody's not like anyone else. You just listen to his dialogues and you don't get bored as it happens in most of other movies. There are no romantic pauses, no deep looks or luxury - it's just real life of normal (or not) people who live everyday life, they win and lose, they love and hate, sin and do good...

P.S. I should note one thing though - Woody's last movie 'Match point' is nothing but kind of remake of that 'Crimes and misdemeanors'. I love 'Match point' as I like Scarlett Johansson, but Mia Farrow and Martin Landau are just swell.

Dj Lapin :)

I found this video today and been listening to it all day long. It is so sweet about Lapin (rabbit) party :)

ENJOY!!!

In my head

Oh, G-d. I just realized that I'm being watched :| well, not by the One above, but by people around the world, who read my blog, express (or never) their opinion and look into my brain (and soul maybe). I knew it before, but when I read other blogs I can understand that I cannot write what I really want and mean anymore. Because people will start to call me, e-mail me about my mood, why, Sophie? This and that...

Suddenly I feel like a lost child of 70's really, who struggles with life in this damn 21st century. Maybe I am very ungrateful person, but I just wanna be happy and I try to be... sometimes it just doesn't work that way.
I know IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD!

February 10th and I am still that Salinger girl who I used to be... trying to cope with all that comes my way. No explanations.

Cruel Capitalist Lass For A Night

I want this dress:

I want these shoes:



I want this bag:



And I don't wanna sound too shallow, I know just fine about poverty and diseases in the world... I have been one who's been fighting for all that, but let me be cruel capitalist lass for a night, will ya?

Positivity

I just looked over my old posts and noticed how optimistic I am even if it feels sad and low. I liked it. I am quite good girl :lol: I can handle it, G-d will help me and I'll just keep running up.

Oh, today I remembered about my travel passion - South America and Australia. It's so funny that I like these 2 different continents, but I am so sure I could live on both of them.

And I believe if one wants to go somewhere very much she can go... :) So if I post from Montevideo or Brisbane in a few months, don't be surprised, it's still me :)

He let it snow

There's a big snow in Tbilisi. I am so happy. Snow makes me feel free and calm. I was dreaming about it in Berlin and here it is. Yesterday, when I woke up and looked out, I started dancing with joy - SNOW SNOW SNOW!!! I walked out a lot, smelled and tasted snow, and suddenly felt that G-d actually loves me. He made my dream come true and showed me - everything has its time, you just have to wait and do everything you can, and what can you do? I keep asking myself... praying, reading, writing and believing that He will see where I am standing and waiting. Well, it may sound little pathetic, but that's the way I feel. And believe me, I am not romantic and all. I live and know that we all have to pay for all we get :|

Thanks for this amazing and whity white snow, Lord! You made my days... as You have made myself :)

The Day

Shabbat's coming in half an hour.
I have to prepare candles, rip the paper, set the table...
And I'm still here posting this for you out there :)
I'm having a swell day :) Last week have been good and bad as well. It started with good - Naomi's engagement; and in the middle of the week I had terrible nervous breakdown because of my visa. Then I had a conversation with Dina, who helped me to cheer up and see the cup half full. So I accept Hashem's will whatever it might be.
Plus, I'm having PMS and it has direct connection to my mood.
I am happy! I needed a whole damn week to realize this, and dearest friend who showed me what really matters.

Shabbat Shalom & happy week end to you all!