Showing posts with label homesick. Show all posts
Showing posts with label homesick. Show all posts

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Just Listening


I know that people are different and I should not demand from everyone to be as I want them to be - like me :|
But why can't they be nicer? I prefer people who can be polite and smile even they don't feel that way. Why can't they just listen? People can't listen, it's unbelievable.

Today we had an amazing shiur with Olga Afanasev, she's just great. I wish more girls could attend her classes - because she just teaches us to listen others, to be compassionate, to be better person so to say. I'm not sure whether it helps or not, but I can see that the girls who come to this class have become friendlier and confident. So have I.
I've always been a listener, but sometimes it gets hard for me - only listening while others hate listening, or if they do listen, you can feel they do kind of favor to you. That's why I prefer to listen and then write, you know, at least I can be heard this way =))

Well, don't take this post too seriously, I'm just very tired, missed my mum, my home, my room, my bed, my kitchen, my sister Lilu - she's the one who can listen to me (and Dina for sure).

Ella, this sweet new girl in midrasha, said today: 'Hashem elokeinu, Hashem echad - that means He is not only One, but He's Unique - when you are sure of that, nothing can ever bring you down.' She's just wonderful person. Thanks for people like her I keep on sunny-ing!

He is Unique, and He is with me, I shall not fear!

Monday, October 12, 2009

Hard Berlin Day

Autumn in Berlin

I had a quite hard day today.

Yesterday I found out that my aunt has a brain tumor and has to have an operation in a few days. Couldn't sleep last night, I was thinking about her, about David, her grandchild, whom she is raising up for her daughter passed away last year. It's been very difficult and stressful year for my aunt, and she couldn't fight it, now she's sick and I can't imagine what will happen to David if something goes wrong with my aunt. Hashem help her and be with doctors during the surgery.

It was raining cats and dogs all day long. I went to buy a sim-card for my mobile. I bought it, then it wasn't working properly so had to go to the shop again and shake the helluva assistent. In addition with that I wore boots and they really hurt my feet. Now I feel quite sore. I miss my Tbilisi home and mum :((( I'm such a home-and-mum-sick, can't wait to see them both :)

G-d, give me strength, please!
This too shall pass, shan't it?

Friday, September 25, 2009

Homesick

I've arrived in Berlin just yesterday. Gosh! I miss my Tbilisi so much! :(
I never thought I'd be such homesick.
Other times when I used to leave Georgia, I was with mum, or with my aunt. I've never traveled alone before.

I'm staying at midrasha in Berlin. People are nice and all, but nothing compares with Tbilisi. I appreciate it much more now.

Hope to get used to it and write cheerful posts in future.
Oh, man!
I'll be here till December :

G-d, give me strength!